I don’t know… gallery?

Once more, I have no idea what I want to write about, so I will just start posting my arts and hope that the pics spark something in me.

We’ll start. as is traditional, with something wholesome and sweet.

People, I give you…. kittens!

This makes me want to lap. preferably with them cuddled up around me.

Made that using the Bing AI image generator known as Bing Designer. Using it is worlds different from using Stable Diffusion because Bing AI uses an AI model called Dall-E 3 and it is way, way smarter than anything available for SD,.

And by “smarter”, I mean that it is way, way better at understanding what I type in. It’s so much better at it that it makes Stable Diffusion look positively retarded.

And that’s not just me saying that. The rest of the Internet basically agrees.

But of course, there’s a catch : no smut. Nothing even remotely naughty, You see, Bing AI is not something you can download and install and use on your own like I do with the Easy Diffusion distribution of Stable Diffusion.

Nope, you can only use it on the Bing website, and that means everything has to be squeaky clean lest us swarthy deviants use it to taint Microsoft’s brand.

Or brand their taint, come to think of it.

So I will definitely not be giving up Stable Diffusion any time soon. I love making porn with it. It’s like the world’s most highly developed way to masturbate.

Speaking of which…. here’s one way to beat the winter blahs.

Us big boys love a mouthful of warm cream on a cold day

Remember, fat guys give the best blowjobs.

Because we’re hungry.

On the gaming and/or computer front, I am dealing with the reemergence of an old problem : my graphics card crashing my god damned computer.

And always in the same way that I have described before : the screen goes black then the monitor tells me it’s not getting any signal and there is nothing I can do to fix that except reboot reboot my computer.

Which is a bitch entirely.

It’s no fun when it interrupts whatever I am doing as I use my Easy Diffusion installation to make my filthy dirty smutty pictures, but it’s especially a bitch when it interrupts me as I play a game,

Like this morning, when I finally beat Meredith in Dragon’s Age 2 then… crash.

i am hoping that it managed to automatically save the game before it crashed, but it’s a faint hope, and I will probably have to beat the psycho murder whore all over again.

Not the worst thing ever, but pretty fucking annoying.

I’m depressed now. Let’s do more smut.

Wow, turns out otters have Irish Spring ads too.

Anyhow, the worst thing about this crashing issue is that I have had it before and solved it, and now I don’t remember how I did that.

Guess I will have to go back to one squared and start Googling possible solutions till I stumble across the right one again.

That should be fun.

More after the break.


I have a what now?

So, turns out I have an appointment with my neurologist, Doctor Madhani, tomorrow.

I had no idea until her office called me today to remind me.

One ,might say that doing the reminder call a day before the appointment is leaving things a tad late, but that’s beside the point now.

I also have Wound Care tomorrow at 9:45 am, which is not a conflict with the Doctor Madhani appointment at noon, but adds to the stress and strain of the day.

So tomorrow will be fun. I am mostly curious about how this all happened, as when I am given an appointment, I usually immediately tell Julian so he can put it on the calendar and that way, I don’t have to remember it.

Because I won’t. Remember it, that is. History has shown that I can’t remember any appointment that is more than two weekends away.

Look, with the unstable nature of my absentminded brain in general. I am luck that I can remember that far ahead.

What the hell, more smut.

“This is so much better than eating them!”

That’s #1 in my “Predator/Prey Relations” series.

And you’re right, Mister Wolf. Not only is fucking them up the ass a much nicer way to connect with them, you also can do it over and over again with the same sheep!

Doesn’t that sound better than all that hunting?

Anyhow, I will survive my busy day tomorrow like I always do. . I have forwarded Doctor Madhani’s address et al to Julian so he knows where we’re going, and I have emailed Doctor Costin because what with my appointment in Vancouver being noon tomorrow, and it involves a lot of testing, there is no way I will be home by 1 pm for our usual Therapy Thursday appointment.

I do resent the way my medical appointments seem to lie in wait for me lately. There will be nothing at all for a couple of weeks then, out of nowhere, I will get jumped by a whole gang of the things.

What I figure happened was that I did tell Julian about the appointment and he did write it down on the calendar, but today is January 31 and tomorrow is February 1 and therefore we haven’t actually seen this appointment coming because it is on the next page of the calendar.

And that’s just the type of silly shit that trips me up all the time. I swear that sometimes it seems like my mission on Earth is to make every possible mistake, no matter how obscure our unlikely, until I am ten minutes from death wen I will finally be wise.

Or at least not as much of a dumbass.

But hey, maybe some of us are destined to learn their way around by running into the wall a bunch of times.

It’s rough, but it beats being too scared to do anything.

I will talk to you nice people again tomorrow.